Yesterday my sister Lisa called to say happy anniversary! We both quit smoking on the same day last year, so every first of the month since then she calls to congratulate us. You know, I have quit smoking at least 5 times before this. Each time I always kept track of how long it had been since my last one. This time I noticed that I'm really not keeping track. Every time Lisa calls I can't believe another month has gone by so F-ing quickly.Maybe it's because the last six month have been a blur, and I wish time would stand still for a bit for my own selfish reasons....Maybe it's because I don't see myself putting another CANCER stick to my lips Ever this time around!....
......or maybe it's cause I have been smoking in my dreams. This has never happend before.... At least once a week I have a dream where I am smoking a Damn cigarette. The dreams seem so real sometimes, that I wake up feeling like I have cheated in some way making my quit date null and void...LOL... :)~
Anyone else out there who has quit having cigarette dreams????
