Monday, July 23, 2007

I'M SCARED!!!... :)~


There were some people with birthdays while I was on vaca that I would like to give a shout out to!!!......My god-daughter Sara, and her older sister Anna....They were born on the same day, two years apart.... My Aunt E-Marie who's b-day was on Friday the 13....and our Mini-Pincer Alex who turned 12 on the 12th...

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MY SURGERY... :)~

I haven't really blogged about this much....I'm soooo friggin' scared!!!! I keep having nightmares...and bad visions of things going wrong in the operating room....I know...I know...toooo much tv... Ha!...Thank god Kat will be here with me through all this!

It has been 5 months today since the accident at work.....It is starting to hit home that the surgery is imminent, and not that far in the future. I had my final appointment this morning with the Ortho/spine guy. He is the last doc to see before I start booking my pre-surgery apts...... Here is what they will be doing to me.....

I will have two of my discs replaced and fused. So I will have a titanium plate, and two screws in my neck. (Now I will have an excuse for having a screw loose...LOL)....They HAVE to take bone from my hip to replace the discs. I thought I was going to be able to use the cadaver bone...........But I have the nasty habit of smoking, and also am having multiple replacements done.... Sooooo........
I really don't want pain anywhere else, but the healing rate is better if I use my own bone...

I just want this to all be over......Worker's Comp takes their sweet time about approving everything....So much time has been wasted!!!...I could've been almost recovered by now if not for all the RED TAPE bullshite!

5 comments:

Katerina Papadopoulos said...

Everything's going to be ok babe....I'll be there the whole time!

Landlady of Fat said...

Wow, that's a lot -- but you will be fine -- you're in good shape and healthy otherwise, so you'll bounce RIGHT BACK. :)

We're all pullin' for ya. Let us know when you're going so we can help out with anything you guys might need.

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAYS! :)

Anonymous said...

It's goin to be OK Tina....hang in there!!!

Chef TinaMarie said...

Thanx Honey, T, and Ang....I'm just freaking out right now....Mortality is hitting me in the face...

Might sound silly.....but I Feel like I need to see all my family and friends as much as I can before the operation...Just in case.

Val said...

We'll be thinking of you... you're gonna be fine! :)